Tuesday, April 12, 2005

lotsa things happened

it's only been 3 days since i last blogged yet it felt like so long ago... so many things had occurred during these 3 days so much so that i believe that i'll miss certain things out but this post will be too long if i remembered everything too... :P well, let's get started.

10th Apr: Sao Mu. wakeup time: 5 a.m. time i slept: 2 a.m.
so... only had 3 hours of sleep... was talking online to about 4 ppl the previous nite... so slept late... but surprisingly in the morning, didn't really feel tired... had to force myself to sleep on the car if not no energy 4 the rest of the dae. Went sao mu! this yr went super early so... not tt much smoke to suffocate me or to make my eyes water. After sao mu half way, went to buy my new running shoes! actually just normal shoes for normal school days... but still followed monghun's advice and bought nike... hope it'll not b wasted... a whole $89 lyk tt... lucky got 30% discount... the design quite nice... dark blue and light blue.shall wear it after pft. after sao mu finish... went home and fell asleep... intended 2 do my hwk but was too tired... so didn't do much tt nite.

11th Apr: my sis had brought back the sch mag so i decided on impulse to bring it and show it to sher... went back hc in the morning and saw... MongHun!!! surprise surprise! so early... super rare... of coz... she was there to do hwk... hahaz... wat else could make her come so early? but tt dae when i went back in the morn... didn't meet anybody i knew on the way in... felt very strange on my way in... as if i didn't really belong... not anymore. i felt worse and worse sitting at the class bench... noticed some ppl watching... prob only glancing ard... but still didn't feel gd... asap, i left, to go back to nj, where i now belong. yet as i was walking in, i again was thinking, this place is where i'm supposed to belong to now, yet the feeling of home isn't there. hc no longer felt lyk home... neither does nj, so where do i belong? really felt as if i didn't belong here or there. quite sad. Anyway, later on my classmate(who's in air rifle) informed me tt i can go join archery! yeah! finally, 1 of my aims in nj is being achieved i think... coz not confirmed yet... muz go c their training 1st... hope no trials or anything so i can stay for sure... then there's somewhere i might finally belong to after all. later on, during contact time... my dear ct, an ex-mg gal(ms chen)... asked us 2nd-intakers to private talk wif her... the 9 of us. she asked us how are we doing so far in nj. basically she was concerned for our welfare, it's part of her job anyway. then the ans came rolling in. 'wat we lyk and dun lyk abt nj' : 'lyk the fd only' 'dun lyk the mosquitos' 'dun lyk the stairs' 'dun lyk/lyk atmosphere' (some ppl lyk the atmosphere whereas others dun) my ans: i lyk nthg in nj, i dun lyk everything in nj. then she asked us who's still going back to their previous jc... my hand was raised... she made me feel kinda guilty 4 going back... even though her tone was nice... but i guess i sorta imagined a feeling of accusation in it... she's really a nice teacher, not lyk ah-hem, ya, u noe hu. (hypocrite) i mean all mg galz are nice wat so she's no exception. then she asked us 2 give her suggestions 2 make life easier 4 us 2nd intakers... so we did.
during phy lect, there was this qns abt raindrops hitting the roof of a building... so when lecturer short-cut write: 'hitting the roof = Force...' then some ppl started laughing... u noe... hitting the roof... angry until got force... watever, i was very bored then... so was kinda lame too...
tt dae included chem prac... was quite happy... coz the clip was gd and my readings were more or less accurate, to me. i managed to do dropwise to get 1 drop and soln became colourless, was so proud of myself. lucky got no need 4 graduated flask, prob bcoz of tt, tt's y i wasn't so flustered. but pipette still 10.0cm3 so can't help it.
after chem prac was... pft 5 items! arrrggghhh... at 1st was ok. had sit and reach 1st, did 48cm, a B i think. inclined did 9, a C. then came shutter run... 12.48sec... E. so basically everything muz redo alr lar... nj doesn't allow 4 bronze. nv had bronze b4 anyway. then was quite unhappy, contacts giving me probs too... so looked lyk i was crying... sigh, my classmates prob all think i'm so emotional... clarified wif 'em alr... so nvm abt tt. then did 26 sit-ups, a C (quite satisfied i could do this... coz usually cannot do). Broad jump, 162cm, only jumped once, was quite satisfied alr and didn't feel lyk doing anymore pft. had headache then. so another D i think. well i can sae 4 sure i only got 1 E which ruined my whole test... hav 2 do 5 items again retest.. heck care, now not impt.

12th Apr: 2dae... was very sleepy... almost fell asleep in math and chem lect... nthg went in... hav 2 go read notes again... oh yeah! hav 2 tell smthg really really interesting tt happened 2dae... coz erm, i didn't hav time 2 do hwk... chem(periodicity) and thought the teacher was nice... even though he set ground rules alr... abt muz do assignment or else... so yeah... got kicked outta class... made 2 do assignment outside of class... and i had the whole class as company! fun rite? it was not embarrassing or anything coz everybody was there... the whole class also nv do hwk... well, said b4 this class is slack, now can c the extent of their 'slackness'. hahaz. anyway, teacher let us back in after a while(half period) and warned us not 2 do it again. he's a nice teacher juz tt shouldn't bully him. sms monghun and told her... she replied 'WAH y ur class so zai? and ur teacher so hen...' hahaz... damn funny... was thoroughly enjoying myself. then in afternoon got econ 'diagnostic' test of sorts... 4 2nd intakers only.. compulsory.so had 2 go... sorta studied 4 it... also went 2 run 2.4km on my own for practice 4 2mrrw... datz y now so tired... zzzzzz... nvm, anyway, expected test 2 b easy, guess i was too confident... esp since i was so proud of hc and their pace of lessons... anyway, it was hard, still can do, but was definitely not easy at all. qiuting arranged 2 sit beside me... hoping 2 copy ans lar, but then i also dunno... hahaz... nvm... 1st time lt was so full(teacher's comment)... hahaz, she should noe y. so basically dat was my dae. was too busy trying 2 finish up hwk 2 come online but now i'm back(even though i shld b sleeping...^-^)

anywayz, gonna join recre. squash too. finally mebbe life will be more fun over in nj. dunno whether can pass 2.4 2mrrw... juz hope so... if not hav 2 retake everything... darn, but my practise run this afternoon was a failure... timing too slow, nvm, shall wait n c. ^-^ nitez!zzzzzzzzz

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