Tuesday, May 10, 2005

feeling very slack...

haiz... strange starting a post wif a sigh but i realised tt these days i hav been really really slack... too slack... heard tt 67 is having 2 SPA this wk... as in e actual thing... yeah.... so i feel really really slack as compared 2 'em hu hav 2 study so much. all e best guyz 67! u all can do it! i'm supposed 2 b doing my PI now... dateline: fri, 13/5 but i'm obviously slacking again... n i should b starting 2 study 4 e Common Tests alr... coz it's 1st wk of term 3 when sch reopens... plus i got archery comp coming up(i think) so might not hav much time 2 study later on... but really dunno y i'm not studying... as in now i got a lot of free time on my hands n i should juz make use of this time 2 study rite? i really feel lyk studying juz tt i dunno where 2 start n which subj 2 start wif... haiz... i'm a typical mugger... @ least i'm in e mood 2 b 1... not lyk after prelims last yr... didn't feel lyk touching my books alr... so ended up 'o's nv do as well... haiz... ppl lyk me need 2 study hard 2 get e gd grades if slack a bit then can kiss my gd grades gdbye...
7/5, sat: chose wrong arrows... thought tt i should try using e pink-tipped arrows 4 once... but they're damn bent! i suspect tt's 1 of e reasons y my groupings so lousy 2dae(groupings as in how close e arrows r 2 each other on e board)... n most of e rest were on time... i turned up late... sheesh... muz leave house earlier... coach not v. happy alr... hehe... then most of e members were taking e lvl 2 course then e newcomers (me inclusive) juz practised shooting... we hav 2 take e lvl 1 course 1st... so we taking e course separately from 'em... their instructor very... not nice dunno how 2 describe,... yeah... he teaching then we hav 2 wait 4 him 2 notice tt we(e rest who's not on course) hav finished shooting n he took a long time 2 notice... yeah so most of e time we were stoning coz we couldn't go collect our arrows if some1 still shooting n he was still shooting... wasting my money. but my back muscles aching this time round... showing tt i'm using e right muscles... yeah! but then i thought it was supposed 2 b e right back muscles not e left... sigh... hav 2 wait n c... then 2 dae i nv anchor.. how 2 sae... nv position my hand properly(4got 2 do this) so most of e time groupings lousy coz of this... waste money again.
8/5, sun: wasted most of e dae away... basically wasted e whole wkends! c i so damn slack lar! slept most of e day away... hardly did any work... n so ended up @ nite cannot slp... so mon morn got headache due 2 lack of slp how ironic... qt was laughing away @ me... sigh i so pitiful still laugh @ me,... tsk tsk...
9/5, mon: so she told me she went hc sports dae on sat n no1 from 67 turned up! wah... she wasted trip... almost wasted trip... @ least got snrs there... but they were only there 2 watch wuqiong run his race.... after he finish his race... qt sae all e snrs stood up n zao... no1 cared... ppl were juz walking in n out freely according 2 her... mebbe it's considered lucky i didn't go? coz i was too lazy... hahaz oh yeah... 2dae was... 1/3 DAY! u noe... lesser than 1/2... we had 2/3 of e day off! hahaz! some more it's my 4.30 day so 2dae ended lessons @ 11.40 instead HA! hehe... srry... juz being stupid... y got day off... it's coz e performing groups did very well in SYF... got lots of golds n golds wif honours yeah... so got dae off... but then i was very stressed when sch ended... coz of my PI... was feeling suffocated... stressed out in other words... feeling quite miserable... then class wanted 2 go out n watch movie(kingdom of heaven) i also kinda wanna go watch but then didn't feel lyk going out coz i wasted my wkends away so lots of hwk uncompleted... yeah... so instead went 2 KFC @ BTP wif 3 other galz classmates n ate lunch... chatted lots... 2 were 2nd intakers so we were talking abt our 1st 3 mths jc... n sec schs... yep... very nice, sitting down n talking lyk tt... heartwarming. went home n did PI until 1 am abt there... coz felt quite miserable... so wanted 2 finish it asap used an idea tt repeated popped up in my various conversations wif various ppl... so it wasn't my idea... srry 2 e original creator of this idea... think it's jenny then later my nj friends also got suggest... so hope u ppl don't mind me using this idea coz i really really ran outta ideas... srry! e idea is tt lyk jenny said... abt going back n taking lessons wif 67... of coz i modified it a lot... can't sae everything here if not some stranger take my idea too... or rather jenny's idea... e internet is not a safe place 4 new ideas.

10/5, tues: No PT 2dae! yay!!!!!! coz achery 'captain' sick so let us off 4 1 day... but still got running on thurs... anyway, almost slipped n fell again 2dae... it's lyk juz last wk(also tues) tt i fell... so erm... starting 2 wonder if tues is a bad dae 4 me or whether may is a bad mth 4 me... lucky my friends caught me b4 i fell... was saved from a bad fall(n muddy fall) coz ground damn slippery(raining) n was a very steep slope too... shall not attempt tt again on a rainy day... very grateful 2 them 4 catching me... now suddenly struck wif a thought... really glad 2 hav friends there 4 me 2 catch me if i should fail n fall... they help set me on my feet again, it's really both literally n well not literally. 1 of them is a real close 2nd intaker gal... e other is surprisingly a 1st intaker gal in class i dun really talk 2... also didn't hav a gd impression of her... didn't lyk her character... but i noe she can b nice it's juz tt i dun really lyk her habits? those little things tt make up a person... i was biased against her in e 1st place when juz entering s15, so i feel bad 4 being mean... srry... i'm usually not easily influenced but tt time... guess didn't lyk her look either... she kinda tomboyish... n not e cute tomboyish... yeah... her skirt @ knee length, blouse tucked in... guess i was juz being stupid... shall stop finding fault wif her. well PI time... cya ppl... all e best 67! heard frederick injured his leg... well get well soon(even though it's not possible 4 him 2 c this). sigh how come everything abt 67 i hear from qt one... i'm so outdated... n no1 inform me also... sigh... should i feel left out? no. nv. not in a million yrs. ^-^

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