archery troubles

i think it's abt time i started or rather continued with writing 1 entry per mth kind of thing... haha anyway juz wanted to say i've been super slack since sem2 started coz of the so much lighter timetable that i have.. and suddenly i realised sch didnt have to be that stressful and somehow, engineering is really the craziest course ever... the question 'why did i ever want to enter this course' is still a big mystery to me but i'm doing ok now though life isnt always that nice and will always throw obstacles in your otherwise smooth journey in life...

so let's talk abt the obstacles.. firstly we shall discuss archery... guess what? the archery circle juz got more complicated. let's say newbies and experienced archers alike would probably be disgusted and dissuaded from enjoying the sport upon learning of a certain new group in town. let's not say who but i'm really unhappy that (like a rival company in the working world) poaching of 'employees' is actually happening, is actually starting to happen. Well i should have known that things wouldnt just die down coz things went more or less to the majority's favour. Oh yeah, there'll always be waves made to counter the good things that happened. Ok so let me confirm that I will leave this 'circle' in say 4mths? not counting exam period of course but at the rate things are going, I have no intention to fight against some idiots who think they're so good in what they do that they fail to realise that they arent exactly the best in other areas of life. Sometimes, I really wonder what I'm supposed to do in life when the one thing that made me happy previously and that I was proud of is giving me hell these few months. Life got a lot more complicated upon entering ntu... haha in more ways than one... i like the fact that I have a new somebody to treasure when I entered ntu but I hate the fact that I got to know many people with characteristics and behaviours that are distasteful to me upon becoming an undergraduate. And we all wonder, how come growing up was such a fantastic thing to us just a few years back but is really a troublesome affair now...

ok actually that's all i wanted to say right now... other obstacles dont have to be mentioned yet... oh yah perhaps creating miracles in 4 weeks is quite a huge obstacle that we have... I wonder how I'm going to accomplish that. It seems that I have lousy time management skills. Time to be fierce, be mean, and hopefully produce some results after this. Otherwise, all that trouble would be for naught.