Chalet time!

Hmm my dec has been pretty much packed wif activities,from chalets to gatherings when i'm not trng,dere's been two chalets i've been to,one for my cousin's 14th bdae n e other juz another family chalet which was seriously e nicest chalet i've been to,ever.e pic above is of tt place:)e place was renovated juz 6mths ago so it's really new n nice!
Anyway since then,i've had e chance 2 meet up wif my hc classmates,my mg friends,my nj archers,went 2 sentosa twice n had an archery camp.actually now i'm on my way 2 meet some of my nj classmates 4 dinner,hope it'll b enjoyable:pbasically my days r quite packed wif working out too,ok nowadays not tt much coz of all those gatherings but i really need 2 bcome fitter!Haha anyway yup lots of stuff filling my day n on a sidenote i was really happy on my bdae,really had fun n had e sweetest guy by my side tt nite,i couldnt hav asked 4 anything better:)perhaps coz of this i wonder if it's too gd 2 b true n whether anything bad will happen soon 2 ruin all these,well let's hope not coz i really wan 2 enjoy e v last of 2008:)

My early bdae cake

This was given 2 me by e gals from my hc class,i cant believe they rmbered n well as usual i didnt notice anything..Haha i can b so silly:pwe had steamboat dinner at vivo n it was juz great seeing all of 'em again after ard 1.5yrs:)we only left at abt 1030pm yup..n well we took photos n talked a lot(mostly abt our r/s status:p n little updates on our lives)i'm lyk seriously outdated when it comes 2 these ppl's lives,i guess i thought all these belong 2 a past me but perhaps not,they're still such sweet friends after so long n i c various degree of maturity in them n it struck me tt we've all grown a bit in our own ways during these few yrs n well it makes me feel a bit nostalgic 4 my nj archery team,not sure y but i really kinda miss everyone,esp when i recall fred's confidence in realising wat we wan,juz lyk tt 1st invitational tt actually happened quite a while ago yup.Haha muz b coz of e combined trng session we're having wif nus tmr:)hope everything goes well but well if it doesnt at least i'll make e most out of it,over dere's my precious wendy n fred n i hope they'll b dere so tt we can catch up a bit yup coz now i really miss these ppl loads!
heh anyway abt ytd i juz found out so many things lyk how qt's attached,(i hope it's 2 some1 nice coz she's too much of a gem 2 b wasted on a normal guy:p) n how mh's a facebk stalker(she even noes how lance looks lyk!)..stuff lyk tt,so i've 2 b careful abt wat i put up on e net in general,heh seems so interesting all these things n though i was reluctant 2 meet up wif 'em previously coz of laziness i'm glad i did coz i realised tt i still hav friends dere:)

regret in a way, a small dose of pain n unhappiness

sometimes it seems that i lyk picking fights... even if i do so unintentionally... lyk it's so fun creating a tense n awkward atmosphere when it used to be one of warmth. wat's wrong with me i keep asking myself. N i guess e only ans i hav at this point in time is juz for some understanding by the other party.. but then when i make things so unhappy for seemingly no reason, then i'll start 2 regret it and realise that i didnt put myself in the other person's shoes..

wat an unruly person i can be.